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Whoa, I haven't been on this account in quite some time.

Life is kinda interesting in its own way. I've sort of bullishly been avoiding learning more about myself (I chalk it up to moderate arrogance and perhaps sheer terror), but now, having reached a particularly gory end of the Avoidance Spectrum, I've finally gotten to a place where I'm not all that burnt up about putting myself back on the learning curve. Which is cool. I might be stubborn, but I really enjoy self-awareness. It reduces the likelihood of me being a total douche.

So I feel really invigorated, actually. It's cheesy, but I think it's not off base to say I've finally reached a new life chapter after reading, say, Chapter 6 six fucking times. Makes me think of "Oprah's Next Chapter" (an allusion that makes me feel embarrassed in the way I feel embarrassed when saying something like "Believe In Your Dreams"). But legit, I'm rediscovering myself and my own behavior after all these years, and it feels good.


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